killer title bro.

I’ve tried to say I’m sorry. I want to see you and tell you how sorry I am. And I know you know what I’ve been doing because of our mutual friend. But you need to know it’s not because I got over you so quickly. IM DOING IT BECAUSE I NEED TO GET OVER YOU. No one understands how hard it is to love someone. Even though you can’t love them enough ever. You can never be enough for them because you cannot fully invest yourself because you’re a filthy faggot. But hey. I’m dealing with it. One day at a time. And do not fucking think for a second there is a time I’m not thinking of you. Because I lost my best friend the day I told you what I am. And. I hate it more than anything. I would do anything to change what I am. But me stepping out in front of a bus won’t help you or me. I know you want me to hurt. And I do. So think about that. I know that you hating me is just “part of process” but the fact that you are thinking negatively of me, even though I deserve it, makes me so sick to my core. Because we were never like that. I have literally Never met a person that I was closer with. And I can’t wait until the day when you can stop hating me. Because I cannot deal with us not being in each others lives. And I know that’s something I might not get back. So next time you think I’m not hurting… Think again.

i don’t really give a fuck and my excuse is that i’m young.

(Source: freedom-sails-away)